good luck!
Smoking period is bad. I've never smoked but all the loved ones I know who have smoked cigarettes have died very painful, deteriorating deaths because of it, especially my beloved Grandmothers who would probably still be alive today if they never smoked in the first place. And second hand smoking is even worse. I can imagine what it would do to a poor spider who has exterior lungs.
I have a friend who works for an extermination company. He told me about the pesticide benifits of nicotine about a year ago. Most of what he sprays with is just concentrated nicotine. That's what got him to quit smoking. It's pure poison!
The most recent Grandmother that I really loved dearly and miss so very much who died from smoking died a very slow and painful death of suffocation. Her lungs both collapsed. Every minute touch sent rivers of pain through her body. In fact, she was in pain 24 hours a day because her blood could not get oxygen from the lungs because her lungs couldn't function at all.
in it...
I think you made your point quite clearly. At least I understood what you were saying. I think it's good that you want to excercise your grasp of English. Posting in English speaking Messageboards is the best way to practice it and learn the grammar.
If you want to quit, good. If not, good also.. no excuses whatsoever.. man, its really hard to get part of your personality out over the internet.. it comes out really negative and sarcastic.. good thing for the smiles!