In Tribute to my beloved "Dollar"

Socrates

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I absolutely LOVE this site, and even though I am a VERY new member, and became one due to my newly found love for Tarantulas, I am very fond of this section as well. That's why I decided to start this new threat in tribute to my beloved Golden Retriever "Dollar".

Dollar left this world 2 years ago this month, and the pain of losing him is still very overwhelming at times. He was my very first dog whom I considered my own. I had a dog growing up, but Dollar was bought by me....for me and my family. I bought him in Oklahoma in 1990 for $75.00 - hence his name "Dollar"...so cheap.
When I first bought him he had Parvo, which surfaced 2 days after buying him. The vets back then told me he would most likely die of dehydration, but my husband and I were determinded to get liquids into this cute pup, so we fed him water and soup with a big turkey syringe. Well - Dollar's spirit was quite high because he made it, and was NEVER sick afterwards.
He traveled the world with us. He helped me through thick and thin, he stuck by my side like glue when I was in labor with both kids, he NEVER growled, NEVER bit, NEVER hurt a soul.
He was a very special dog!
He didn't care if I was fat or thin, but he always cared when I was down. He knew how to cheer me up each and every time.
When he was diagnosed with cancer 2 years ago, and given less than 1 month to live, I thought my life was coming to end as well. When the inevitable was evident, I made arrangement with my vet to come to the house, to peacefully help him with the transition. My entire family stayed by Dollar's side as we guided him over "Rainbow's Bridge" as the radio quietly played Celine Dion's "Because You Loved Me".
Many people couldn't or wouldn't understand just why I apparently "wasn't getting over it" weeks later, and I truly learned who my true friends were. Comments like "But he was just a dog", "Can you imagine how she'll be when her parents die", "Come on..life goes one", etc. etc. etc. I felt that nobody understood me, that nobody cared, and so I didn't care either. I didn't care to explain to anybody just how special Dollar was to me, how much I missed him, how much I loved him, and how much I wish I could bring him back.

And in the end...here I am, almost 2 years later, still reminiscing and sometimes even crying about my most beautiful Dollar, who will always be my #1!

Dollar was with us almost 12 years. He taught me invaluable lessons in patience. Most of all he gave himself to us whole-heartedly, loving us unconditionally every moment of his precious life.

DOLLAR, I STILL MISS YOU.
 

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Dragoon

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That is a most beautiful tribute.
How lucky that animal found love and acceptance right back,...so few of our animal friends get what they give out.

You are not odd at all.
Pity those people who do not know what love is. Anyone who would ask 'why are you not over it' is really missing out on what life is about. They may find out someday, they may not, but that's not your problem. Ignore them.

Don't ever stop loving your Dollar, because there's no reason why you should. And yes, that includes crying once in a while. I do believe we'll see them again someday.
Thanks for summing up how I feel about my dog, who is long dead, but not forgotten.
D.
 

Immortal_sin

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I dread the day my furry daughter Moka passes over the Rainbow Bridge. That dog is my second daughter.
There are other people here that feel the same way you do, you are not alone :)
 

The_Phantom

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Awww. What a beautiful tribute to such a lovely dog. I know what your feeling, its been 10 months since I lost my cat Lacey to cancer :( and sometimes it still moves me to tears, especially when I look at pictures of her, and especially of pictures when she was sick. Its absoultely heart wrenching to see someone you love that much in pain. (uh oh, eyes are getting misty) I was there till the last moment, holding her in my arms when we said goodbye to her at home. She was only with me 4 years, and she was MY cat. Not the family cat. Mine. She loved me and I loved her. He was a stray and I was the one who took her in and fed her and loved her and taught her how to behave. We had such a beautful story, but such a sad ending. It shouldnt have been that way. Her cancer could have been prevented. But I can only look back at the love she gave and be grateful that got to have her.

People who tell you to get over it (wether its been 2 years or 2 weeks) make me angry. What do they know about the loving bond between a human and their animal companion? I almost feel sorry for people who have never known that bond. I will always be bothered by the loss of my cat...she was a unforgettable, vibrant, irriplaceable little soul.

:(
 
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