when I feed off roaches. Not really sure why. Its not going to stop me from doing it. Just something I noticed today when I watched my Ornata pounce on a dubia. Something about the little guy squirming while her fangs were buried in his back made me feel bad about myself. Makes me harken back to the days of feeding off live rats and rabbits to retics. Ill get over it. Not sure why im sharing it other than the fact that none of my "normal" friends would give a crap.