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Arachnopeon
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- Jan 31, 2018
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Howdy everyone. I was wondering if anyone here, or someone you know, has had arachnophobia and if they would like to share their experience?
Pre-apology for the long post. I can be long winded sometimes.
Intro:
I've had a pretty bad case of arachnophobia for most of my life. Anytime I would find a spider near me I would lock up and my heart rate would skyrocket. Imagine the scene from Jurassic Park (spoilers) where the T Rex breaks out and Dr. Grant and Dr. Malcom just stare out at the carnage and add Gennaro's sudden trip to the bathroom then sprinkle a smidge of Pennywise from Stephen King's IT. Terrifying. I started having a mild version of that response when just seeing them on TV or in games, and I knew I had to do something about it before it got worse and took over my life.
Possible cause:
I think mine is a combination of some bad experiences as a child and general heebie-jeebies from bugs due to a suburban upbringing.
Major experience #1: One morning while in day care before school, we found a large spider in the cafeteria. I was already wary of spiders by this point, but it was more of a "just leave them alone" feeling than a "Nuke it from orbit." feeling. Of course our adult didn't feel quite the same way, and a swat of a broom later all was back to normal....until a million tiny spiders burst from it and coated the floor. Of course with age comes the knowledge that this was just a wolf spider with babies, but at the time it was as if the gates of hell had opened in front of me.
Major experience #2: While going to a family reunion as a kid I was bitten by a spider and had an unusual reaction to it. I generally felt awful and was running a fever, but on my knee was an approximately 1 in tall by 1/2 in round grey boil-like bubble. My parents called a doctor and they said it was likely a brown recluse bite (after seeing what those can look like, I'm not so sure). It was accidentally popped when I was sleeping but came back after about half a day or so. No real lasting effects that I notice nowadays (I'm pretty rickety for a young guy ) but I do double check all clothes and shoes for spiders before putting them on now.
How are you dealing with it?:
After watching days worth of youtube videos and lurking here, I took the plunge and purchased a couple Phiduppus regius. Take your fears head on and what not. So far it has been going ok, except the female ate the male. But they mated at least once and I think he was trying his luck again when she got fed up with him. (I had them communally in a 2 1/2 gallon tank converted to be vertical with plenty of hiding spots and some D. hydei to hopefully keep them full.) I'm still nervous when I have to open the enclosure, but I'm able to come within inches of it and still have control of my faculties. Progress!
"Fun" stories:
With the benefit of hindsight, some terrifying experiences can be funny.
I nearly flew out of the passenger side of my truck when I found a spider hanging from the driver side window I had just rolled down to get some nice summer air. Luckily I was still in my driveway and I was able to keep the bugger outside as I rolled my window up and calmed down.
On a return trip to college, about 2 miles into a 400 mile drive, a spider decided to drop down from my visor and say hello. I managed to stay reasonably calm, but I was white-knuckling it the whole way. I nearly had to ask a stranger to get it out when I stopped for gas.
Thank you for reading my novelette. I hope by doing this we can help other arachnophobes begin the road to recovery.
Pre-apology for the long post. I can be long winded sometimes.
Intro:
I've had a pretty bad case of arachnophobia for most of my life. Anytime I would find a spider near me I would lock up and my heart rate would skyrocket. Imagine the scene from Jurassic Park (spoilers) where the T Rex breaks out and Dr. Grant and Dr. Malcom just stare out at the carnage and add Gennaro's sudden trip to the bathroom then sprinkle a smidge of Pennywise from Stephen King's IT. Terrifying. I started having a mild version of that response when just seeing them on TV or in games, and I knew I had to do something about it before it got worse and took over my life.
Possible cause:
I think mine is a combination of some bad experiences as a child and general heebie-jeebies from bugs due to a suburban upbringing.
Major experience #1: One morning while in day care before school, we found a large spider in the cafeteria. I was already wary of spiders by this point, but it was more of a "just leave them alone" feeling than a "Nuke it from orbit." feeling. Of course our adult didn't feel quite the same way, and a swat of a broom later all was back to normal....until a million tiny spiders burst from it and coated the floor. Of course with age comes the knowledge that this was just a wolf spider with babies, but at the time it was as if the gates of hell had opened in front of me.
Major experience #2: While going to a family reunion as a kid I was bitten by a spider and had an unusual reaction to it. I generally felt awful and was running a fever, but on my knee was an approximately 1 in tall by 1/2 in round grey boil-like bubble. My parents called a doctor and they said it was likely a brown recluse bite (after seeing what those can look like, I'm not so sure). It was accidentally popped when I was sleeping but came back after about half a day or so. No real lasting effects that I notice nowadays (I'm pretty rickety for a young guy ) but I do double check all clothes and shoes for spiders before putting them on now.
How are you dealing with it?:
After watching days worth of youtube videos and lurking here, I took the plunge and purchased a couple Phiduppus regius. Take your fears head on and what not. So far it has been going ok, except the female ate the male. But they mated at least once and I think he was trying his luck again when she got fed up with him. (I had them communally in a 2 1/2 gallon tank converted to be vertical with plenty of hiding spots and some D. hydei to hopefully keep them full.) I'm still nervous when I have to open the enclosure, but I'm able to come within inches of it and still have control of my faculties. Progress!
"Fun" stories:
With the benefit of hindsight, some terrifying experiences can be funny.
I nearly flew out of the passenger side of my truck when I found a spider hanging from the driver side window I had just rolled down to get some nice summer air. Luckily I was still in my driveway and I was able to keep the bugger outside as I rolled my window up and calmed down.
On a return trip to college, about 2 miles into a 400 mile drive, a spider decided to drop down from my visor and say hello. I managed to stay reasonably calm, but I was white-knuckling it the whole way. I nearly had to ask a stranger to get it out when I stopped for gas.
Thank you for reading my novelette. I hope by doing this we can help other arachnophobes begin the road to recovery.