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try not to beat yourself up to hard. learn from it, that's all you can do at this point. we all make mistakes and in this hobby, unfortunately, the spiders are the ones that pay for them. You think you'll get another GBB? You may have not been directly responsible for it in this case. Did your spider have hooks on the first two legs? Maybe it WAS a mature male, in which case it's passing was probably just it's time.