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Hi all,
Well, I feel like the biggest piece of....you know. I just finished feeding my t's. In an effort to get them to eat (the tiny ones), I *shudder* took a razor blade to a couple crickets. I chopped their heads off, first. I guess I was expecting instant death. Yeah, right.
Instead of dying, they were in death throes, from what I could tell. They were kicking and twitching. So, with the sounds of the crunching, from me decapitating them, still ringing in my ears, I now had to try and slice them open. It appeared to me that they were still fighting for life. To make matters worse, I started crying.
You know, its said that everything we do, impacts us in a later life. Well, I think by tonight's actions, I just cursed my soul for whatever was in store for me. Perhaps I'm far too tender-hearted to have pets in the first place. This is going to be a very long night.
Gillian
Well, I feel like the biggest piece of....you know. I just finished feeding my t's. In an effort to get them to eat (the tiny ones), I *shudder* took a razor blade to a couple crickets. I chopped their heads off, first. I guess I was expecting instant death. Yeah, right.
Instead of dying, they were in death throes, from what I could tell. They were kicking and twitching. So, with the sounds of the crunching, from me decapitating them, still ringing in my ears, I now had to try and slice them open. It appeared to me that they were still fighting for life. To make matters worse, I started crying.
You know, its said that everything we do, impacts us in a later life. Well, I think by tonight's actions, I just cursed my soul for whatever was in store for me. Perhaps I'm far too tender-hearted to have pets in the first place. This is going to be a very long night.
Gillian